I salute la sama you if you tau!

It's not that easy. Mulut kata lain tp badan cakap lain.

Kata cinta sayang rindu tapi badan duk facing tempat lain.

Kata benci tapi mulut duk senyum

Menangis tapi hati sebenarnya lega..

Yup. Our body cant hide the truth.

Dulu if terasa macam org ni cam kureng je.. Bleh sabo lagi la. Buat tak tau gitu. Tapi now, not baru sangat la. Ada la lama juga. If terasa cam org tu semacam je. I'll avoid them. For some reasons entah kenapa manusia yg diavoid tu mmg kureng sebenarnya. Ada je akalan yg kurang sihat dan suka buat cerita. And suka tambah cerita dan juga fikir benda yg langsung tak masuk dek akal.

Goshhh... Dulu pegi skol tak?

If tetiba the kecik tu bercakap dgn full sentence..

> Mommy.. Nak makan nasi air

Haa... Mau kena peluk budak tu. Tapi tah bila tah. Tggu je la. We're happy and we show it. Izzit wrong?
Sedih kita tunjuk.. Salah juga ke?

Adei..

I really dont like mix feeling wif unsur hasutan org luar. Or even org tu kata nak bagi nasihat la konon.. Tapi.. Hurm.. Nasihat pe benda camtu?

When my sayang and me noe that am pregnant. We're so happy. Tapi. No one noe. Yea.. Really. Even my mak. Dorg sume tak tau till my 5th months pregnancy gitu. Pelik? For me.. No. Am just not easy wif soalan-soalan pregnancy.

Like..

> Muntah?
> Mengidam apa?
> Amek la mangga ni. Mesti suka masam-masam kan?
> Dah beli baju mengandung?
> Boy or girl?

Sebab tu the moment I noe that am pregnant.. Masa tu check kat hospital then on the way balik.. I've told my sayang..

> Dont tell anyone that am pregnant. I dont need any special attention.

Ye. Kenapa masa I pregnant baru nak bagi attention? Why? Dulu time pregnant pandang sepi je. And bila kuo the kecik tu.. Boy.. Sume sibuk nak bagi nama. And tambah pula the kecik tu.. Ehem.. A bit charming.. Lagi la sebok nak.. Eh?? Pehal? Nak.. Beranak sendiri la!

And I hate when it's come people predict my baby's gender. My sayang and me noe that we're having a boy since the 3rd months pregnancy. Awal kan? Dah tu awal-awal lagi dah nampak. Syukur la kan. Tapi we've kept it secret all the time. Pandai kan time tu hide feelings. Walhal punya suka first baby dah dapat boy = D

Kenapa kita sibuk nak tau hal org sedangkan org tu tak berapa suka kita duk hanging around? Dah jelas terbukti kat muka yg kita tak suka org tu.. For some reasons.. Bukan saje-saje tak suka ye. Yg pi menempek muka situ jugak kenapa???

Like my sayang and me living the rumahtangga hood because of you? Gitu? My sayang paying the expenses sbb you? Gitu? Pe kes? Even when my sayang and me planning to gitve the baby at Gleneagles's Intan we're not seeking for any help la. Anak sendiri, pandai la fikir. And Allah tu Maha Kaya. Rezeki datang bergolek. Kita bayar bil bape ke apa ke.. Takde nak pi mintak sesen dua dgn you la. Tak hingin pun. And if based on that reasons.. You're saying am control my sayang.. Hu??? My baby. Our baby. Kenapa nak kena tagih kat org lain?

Selama ni.. Susah senang tak payah la nak cite kat sume org. Between the two of us only. My sayang and me. Bukan la nak cakap susah sgt or senang sgt.. Tapi hidup berdua. Faham je la kan. You kaya macam mana pun, ada juga down nya. Miskin pun, ada je rezeki lain.

Tapi we noe how to hide our feeling. Esp when kita susah or senang. Kang buat muka tgh susah.. Sume simpati. Dont need the simpati. And if senang.. Kang ada yg buat-buat baik. Oh.. Memang ada. Tak yah buat baik la. If you need help.. Bagitau je la. Am not that kejam la.

Tapi perasaan marah suka duka benci sayang tu sume payah nak kawal kan?

Kerana marah pecah satu cermin di toilet asrama lelaki.. Eh? Ni cite pe lak? Hhahahaha.. Shhh.. Shhh...